I have taken library of my senses now. Yesterday was a poor day for me, and I apologise for going off on the deep end as I try to remain composed every step of the way.
I was devastated by the two Lincoln games, utterly devastated; as I am sure most were. I could have accepted the result if they beat us with a run against the play kind of flukey goal, but just seeing the way the team performed was a travesty. As such i went into total meltdown resembling a doom sayer on the forums.
I still feel no better in regards to what happened, but have come to accept that if the people who are paid at the top to have emotion toward Ipswich Town continue to neglect that, then there is no reason I should feel as emotionally (and financially) vested in the club as a supporter.
So, I am all good now, Just had a coffee and feel middle aged and merry once more
People have thrown around email addresses... emails are easily unread and can be deleted
We aren't a club of protesters so I doubt very seriously we could pull that off even if we wanted to
We could cancel our standing orders for season tickets/ not renew/ stop going - but there are still plenty of brave souls who would never turn coat on Town (which I admire, as I can't do that any more)
The supporter club spokes person isn't exactly endeared to the supporters (I will leave that one be)
I am genuinely at a loss as to what we can do to tell the club, no, we won't accept your call for support any more- it is the worst feeling in the world, being stuck in a nightmare and no matter how hard we try and call out, we cant make a sound.
In a statement to BBC Suffolk, Milne said: "Over the two matches Lincoln City were clearly the better organised team. That resulted in them deserving to win and we should, and have, congratulated them."
...Over the two matches Lincoln City were clearly the better organised team
Is this wishful thinking or lack of 6am and 7am posts from the club following one of the most newsworthy nights of our recent history due to the club not talking to the press until ...... who am I kidding, it's just another crap day as a Town Supporter
I have long since been disappointed with the moaning and at times seemingly over the top dislike for MM and the back room -
But I am so cut up inside about all this right now, I am now moaning in a way I never thought I could, I am now salivating for news MM has been fired, and it kills me, as I am conflicting between what I believe in and how miserable supporting ITFC makes me now
Now isn't the time for I told you so, because I still maintain some of the criticism and moaning didn't fit at the time in any way - but now, I am in turmoil because my head is saying it's time to pull the trigger, and put that once loved suffering dog that was my Saturday afternoon, out of it's misery.
Just heard from a friend of a bloke at the bus stop who went on holiday in Spain that Alan Lee is heading to Barcelona. On a radio interview Messi said he was looking forward to a new challenge and really likes our third kit. Ward, Sharp and Messi - imagine that